Lazyyy..

Assalamualikum..
And hello to everyone


First time for a few months i did'not post anything..So today let be pic to talk..

This few day very excited with panda..So just want this cute panda to describe my myself..
Hope i get cute one..

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# take 14

Assalamualikum semua..

May Allah Bless Us today...Huhhh...next Monday my first paper will be start  “Physical and Organic Chemistry “..I have exam but who cares anyway.All depends on us to fail or success.I just hope continuously be one as many days to come.Hopefully.Tingtong as usually i am just sleep and eat more..I will sleep early  and wake up 12.00 a.m like now..

Siang hari tidor je banyak and now jadi burung hantu.But ok i’m still study.Do something that i love.Terasa tersangat lambat nak habis padahal baru setahun jagung lebih kat sini.Tapi harap sesangat cepat habis and lepas nie dpt sambung master plak woowwww lagi best , memang takkan termelekat dkat rumah.Angan2 tapi Insha Allah harap sangat akan terjadi satu hari nanti.

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#TAKE 13 eXAMMM..

Assalamualikum and greeting to all..

How miserable my life now..Yeahh...with my final exam and  “ some feeling that i hates so much”.Yelaa..bila time nak exam bagai nie laa terasa macam berperasaan sikit macam2 benda yg tak berkaitan terlebih fikir and last2 diri sendiri tertekan lahh..frust la dan perkara sewaktu dengannya.

Want to cry actually but still strong girl..Sometimes when we try to love someone at the end  the most painful thing that come.

Yeahhhh...i really try to avoid the process when we fall or try to love someone to much..Really, really , really try to avoid it.But i’m still a “human” that want to try and feels it...so here a few thing that can me realizes and comeback to sense hopefully..

Why you do not sad ? Why you only let him go ?

Why ? Because I just lost one who never loved me when he is losing a loved one in he/she life.If he/she was created for me, he would come back to me.Allah is ever fair and all knowig.

Dalam erti kata lain..

Time2 nak exam bagai nie la mood jiwang yang tak berapa nak karat tu datang..Ishhhh..
Apekahhh..?
Lepas nie dah boleh cari calon..

Prepared for final..then comeback home Insha Allah..      

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# Take 12

Welcome to May..

Salam to Rejab..

It’s been a long time.But doesn’t mean that i have nothing to share.Dah macam-macam perkara yang terbuat dan terjadi.Sejak aku balik ke sini “ter-accident” ter-miss flight and need to booked ticket again( kerugian melanda disitu) hope lepas nie harap jadi seorang yang tak terlalu cuai.Totally this week i become too emotional sikit terasa nak marah orang ‘what happen to me actually’ the answer only me and Allah know.Just want to scream as loud i can .. .But it totally could not happen.Why ? Sebab tahap kewarasan masih ada takkn nak menjerit tengaht-tengah orang ramai .Sometime feel that i don’t want to talk with anyone, hate people around me without them i’m nothing.Maybe hope i can sit alone in empty room play my music in raining day and fall sleep.How can our life feel without do nothing.Just try to imagine..???

Dan sekarang bila dah terasa kemalasan yang teramat malas untuk study terasa nak baca buku nie.Walaupun aku bukan budak medic bagai but still terasa untuk membaca akan penulisannya.

Kredit from twitter

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# take 11

Assalamualaikum..

Good morning semua..

Arrived safetly last night.Yeahhhh...my  mid-sem break right now, walaupun cuti just seminggu but terasa nak balik so now i’m home.Ok...rasa macam  dah lama tak update kat sini apa yang aku terbuat sepanjang minggu sebelum nie kelas macam biasa pack and just stay library sampai tertidur bagai pengalaman tu, nak cakap assigment banyak tak rasanya , nak kata lost internet connection pon tidak..So what i’m doing.Waktu tu adalah dimana keadaan yang kurang stabil apabilan cuti menjelang maka tahap kerajinan diri ini turut terjejas Cuma berharap hari2 akan pantas berlalu for this sem In Shaa Allah..

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Salam..

Break time for study tonight, play broken angle song by Arash mix with Arabic lyric maybe, first time i heard this song and image the situation right now.Feeling sad when waiting something with hopeless.When they waiting help from us to save them.Only Allah know the real situation ...but either it's good or bad.Just read news MH370 everywhere..

The power only we have "doa".Berserah dan bertawakal.

Terrible story but we already face it today.I'm not profesional and 100% know about it and out of my study but i still want to know.Why ? That's our ways today.Something that happen out of mind only Allah know full story about it.He is the Best Planner, He is All Knowing and we don't know what is His plan.I don't want make a long story about it.

If i'm anablephobia but not actually just imagine, can change myself not to scared and looked down everytime.But i'm not robot can follow instruction directly.Can't i just walk away without thinking anything.Simple and short story from here we can't change anything with only one second .Why ? Because we human and that ourself.

It's all depend on us to trust ourself, even sometime i don't trust on myself.Why ? because a lots of mistake that i done without i'm realize.

And i need to learn from it.

Kata Syeikh Yusof Al Bukhour Al Hasani " Hati itu tempat letaknya Allah bukan ghaflah ( kelalaian ) jangan biarkan orang rosakkan hati kita.So berubahlah selagi diberi kesempatan jangan biarkan ia mati tanpa perubahan.

Just think this cartoon strip summarize it beautifully.
May Allah Bless Us.

  

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#take MH370

Hanya ini yg Mampu Terucap pray for them

Ya Allah..

Bukan ibu, ayah atau keluarga aku dalam penerbangan itu

Namun perasaan sedih itu turut aku rasai

Apakah yg mereka hadapi ketika ini Ya Allah

Masih bernafas lagikah mereka Ya Allah

Engkau pemilik nyawa sekalain makhluk dimuka bumi ini Ya Allah

Aku mohon pada Mu,Aku mohon pada Mu Ya Allah

Dengan kuasa Mu saja kami disini mampu menerima berita gembira Ya Allah

Engkau temukanlah mereka kembali

Selamatkan walau dimana mereka berada Ya Allah

Jika sebaliknya Engkau tabahkanlah hati keluarga mereka agar menerima dengan reda segala kemungkinan yang bakal Engkau tentukan dipenghujung nanti

Amin.

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# take 9 Self Reflection

Assalamualikum...

May Allah bless you with everything that you deserve for being such a selfless guide to us.Insha Allah.
Just thinks that throught out 21 years old i'm ..feels we do a lots of thing.And i realize we totally can not be a perfect in everything.Yeahhh..sometime feels lonely in life but Allah with us,miserable in life but Allah still with us.When Allah give this "test in life" mean that we near with Him.

But just remember one thing when you have the power of “doa” why do you need to rely on other ?

Are you so weak that you can not ask Allah ?

Are you so lazy that you can not stand up for tahajjud,Fajr?

Are you so weak that you willing to pay money,spend your valuable time searching for stone to straighten your life.

Just one stament that i read today “ Allah loves those who consider themselves sinners”  has actually given me a new and positive perspective to my life Insha Allah.When i wake up from sleep i hope make a changes in my life.Why ? Because i’m still a person that need to learn from the bottom of floor.The truth is no one perfect in life.We  all have strengths and weaknesses.

May Allah make us among those who return to Him with a sound heart .

(A reminder to myself first and foremost)

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#take 8 Randomly..

Assalamualikum ..
Greeting to all...

Short and simple in my mind to night with mix language..

Apa itu hati jangan biarkan ia mati.

Jika ia mati,biarkan ia mati dalam keimanan

Apa itu nafas jangan biarkan ia dari berhenti bernafas..

Setiap saat ia bersama kita,ketawa, sedih sentiasa bernafas bersama

Macam itu juga perasaan jangan selalu bermain akan perasaan itu..

Kadang-kadang perasaan itu seperti api yg membakar diri

Kadang-kadang seperti salji yang membuatkan kita membeku

Tapi membeku itu bukan bererti kita kalah

Ia juga juga hidup dan bila saat perasaan itu mati di pertengahan jalan

Hanya hati dan badan saja yang mengetahui bertapa kecewa nya perasaan itu..

Dan jangan biarkan hati itu kosong tanpa sebarang pengisian.

No one else can change our life...Just go through what we want .Yesss...You know why event if i’m reborn a thousand more time we does’t know there would be same person with us.Share our story who would warm up our sad life...But i’m grateful because i’ with my family.For me there no other love in this world same with my family and my close friends that can make my chest shake with speed.So try, try, and try to be the best in life.

From my randomly mindss...

Adioss...

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#take 7 Moon

Assalamualaikum....

It’s cold tonight.Yupsss...in Malaysia but we can imagine like we live in oversea.

Phenomena today..

Can we touch this moon...?

Maybe yes  or no

The answer only with us

When the big wheel starts to spin we could never know the odds

If don’t start we don’t know which level  we stand now

Make a dream
Thinks that our fingers can touch  sky today

See the moon bright

And smile.

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#take 6 Ice Flower ....

Assalamualikum ...

Greeting to all...

Wuss up..still in mood holiday today.Another day quietly passes again and super jelezz to me i thinks.I am still living like that eat more,sleep more , watch movie and  play with all my son ( actually  my nephew still not married yetttt), my time totally full 24hrs with my family and meet my friend some chit-chat.That memories always remain in my mind Insha Allah..

If i can turn things back now just want to stay at home without do nothing just like cute baby sleep with mom smile always  and just cried if i’am hungry but now i ‘am not baby anymore already 21 yrs.And when i am sleep  dreaming to play roller coaster, scream and every time i hit a bump and i hope that i can throw my hands up in the air then dream to pick ice flower  play with it and  enjoy it hope i am.But now i’am with my reality life that i need to face it everyday  that my best experiences.

Maybe something we pretend do not know anything in life just know the thing that can make your  life more, more, more and more happiness why ?

Because needs to enjoy and make life for 24hrs that Allah give to us.

Make Allah first place in my life Insha Allah our life will be more super duper excellent.

Hope i'am and we're..

till them...
adiossi..

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Assalamualikum....

Alhamdullilah.. finish my  exam last Wednesday and now  Monday what i do here sleep + eat = gain more weight.Bersyukur sesangat Allah still bagi aku peluang untuk bernafas dan masih lagi merungut sepanjang masa terasa bertapa tak bersyukurrnya aku...

Need to wait 24 hours before my flight tomorrow evening feeling super excited and super jelezz cause some of my friend already landing to their howetown or buzzy  with their trip and familys.Looks like i can’t sleep tonight miss my home.

Ok..try to write something with mixing language.

Try to forgive...

Secara istilah yang mudah untuk difahami cuba untuk memaafkan.Yuppsss...nak say sorry tu sesangat mudah tapi dalam hati it’s mean that adakah kita dah boleh betul-betul memaafkan.Kalau secara realitinya aku memang seorang yang susah marahkan org but if i do hanya Allah sahaja yg tahu dimana tahap kesabaran aku genetic dari mana aku warisi belum sempat siasat maybe  dari ayah walaupun jarang nampak ayah marah tapi aku tahu kalau sesuatu berlaku ayah hanya akan mendiamkan diri sahaja and mak selalu pesan be rasioanal dgn apa yg kita buat and setiap patah yang keluar dari mulut fikir dulu and jangan mudah nak sakitkan hati org(Okkk..until now  still in practice)...And in my real life if  my friends do something that annoying i just prefer be in silent bukan bermaksud disini aku bisu just diamkan diri je semampu yg mungkin tapi bila dah tahap kesabaran ni tak dapat dikawal so mungkin org yg tak  pernah marah tu jadi lebih scary daripada org2 yg selalu marah korang2 boleh dengar ayat-ayat sepedas mungkin yg boleh terkeluar  ( cuba elakkan ) yelahhh..i’m direct person if i see something wrong directly i speak ..stop about me..

Just realizes something being sorry can be very hard when we’e overwhelmed with pride, we must thinks that sometimes our pride must take a fall before we lose out and at the time when we have to say sorry we should mean it from our soul and deep in our heart and remember that a meaningless sorry is like a broken promise to the heart try or forgive in our life May Allah

Cherish your day.....

 Salam Maulidur Rasul...........

 Adioss...

Wasalamm...

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Assalamualikum..

Hello and greating to all....

Welcome to 2014 .

 Still in mood exam...3 papers more..

Sometime when life it gets harder, just thinks easy  it means that maybe you and myself just level up new stage like candy crush, so never ever think of giving up until  finish what you already do.Yeahhhh...hope can finish my final paper as soon as i can and fly to go back my home.

Just try to saying nonsense again tonight,.. if i need to describe my life could i imagine that it like music for myself , really, really, really life music but i’m not a singer.Yupsss...since school always say that i want be d----r , but now what i do ? But still ok already fall in love with what i’m do right  now, but still need six or five year after this to be like that ...

             Without any doubt it would be, it just not only about our soul but is vein when we always imagine a light room with a big windows-wall.Outside calmly peaceful fall down a rain and inside , in complete silence near the fireplace under the warm cover near me stay my beloved family.I ‘m still try to learn more day by day.Try to be myself but sometime still missing something yeahhh not everybody perfect same this situation with me.But hope Allah will guide me for everything..

              Welcome to this year and  i’m already 21 years old..Hope be more mature  with anything that i do and don’t cry because time passing to fast and you’ll probably lose something that you love.So for this year just take may picture as we can, laugh like you never been hurt because every sixty second you spend upset is a minute of hapiness in you life can’t get back again, remember that...

 Till then...

Wasalam.....

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